Amethyst

I don't know really what to say but i think i need to apologise to Marija.
Maybe i've acted like a total idiot but i don't feel happy this week. You know how that feels and you can't denie it.
But i need to say sorry, cause maybe i've acted too crazy and i put our friendship at risk, but i want to try again. Cause i don't have friendships for only one year, i want friendships for life. And i love you, i say that more then once to you. I don't want it to be over.
Maybe i've pushed you away or not. Maybe i've irritated you to death, but i don't care. But you should have said something on the moment i did, but you didn't say anything. You just started to be a kind of ignoring. And i know that when you are silent you are not grumpy. I know you longer as today. I don't let this friendship be ruined in one day.
Maybe i shouldn't be doubting about our friendship but i do. I want to save it because i don't want it to be over.
This friendship means a lot to me, i am with you every day. We laugh, we joke, we cry, we fight, we make up and we smile. Ups and downs are always there but we are still care, don't we?
Lets have another shot, what do you say about it?




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